The hurt inside.
Iv lost myself so quick.
The hurt iv caused.
The hearts iv broken.
The guilt i feel.
Rooted to the bones.
This time i ruined it for myself
I cannot fix, i cannot mend.
Theres a deep hallow hole in my heart
Iv lost the most valuable thing i could hold
I dint even understand what i had
Now its gone
This mistake i cannot fix
The tears soak my pillow
Its too late
The darkness swallows me whole
Were can i turn
The hurt, the hurt, the hurt
My pillow soaking wet points fingers at me
The dark points fingers at me
I shut my ears
Trying to escape the laughter n stares.
Can i find a cover for my ears as my eyes can close shut
Im sinking , im sinking. Oh what did i do.
Worse part is im the one to blame
How does one seperate into two
How did he leads us into our own pit. My pit.
Sorry does not cut it coz the trust has been scarred never to return.
I will always look back n say it was my fault. Things will never be the same.
I love you with every single vein in me but i cant stand hurting you.
Theres only so much damage i could do if i hurt myself.
But the pain i cant stand of hurting the one i love.